Monday, May 20, 2019

Reader's Block Clearing the Path

Assuming myself to be a  reader avid and voracious,
To read new books I was indeed curious.
Thus, I went to a nearby bookstore,
And what I saw left me gaping,
For each book with their title and cover looked tempting
And the smell of the paper just increased my craving.
I went through all possible shelves that had me lured
I felt a sudden sickness i thought would never be cured
As time went by my mind felt heavy
For no discerned reason could I pick a book to read
More than a hobby it felt like a cumbersome deed
To my plight I gave a bit of a thought
And that's when I realized 
That albeit my need to have paper-bound friend
I wasn't sure which to pick from the lot
My mind felt numb like a rock
Did I develop a reader's block ??
What kind of books do I really like,
For I never chose books on my own
And hence to me my favorites could strike
There were books of other genre that intrigued me
I could like those books, what was the possibility,
I never really read the author's other works
What was the author's credibility ?
I came across the books of the genres
That I liked but found them too familiar
I couldn't re-read my earlier books,
It felt like a problem too peculiar
That's when I was struck with epiphany,
Maybe that's how the world seems in its singularity
We make choices that may be wrong
And meet faces that may stay for long
And in this turmoil we doubt our individuality
Not in pride but in fear do we choose solidarity
I want to know beyond me, I want to explore
I want to experience variety, read everything
But never did I feel this need to implore
The reason had the problem simplified
It helped me face my deep dark issues
Memories that had me petrified.
I haven't yet read the books that stay at home
The books that yearn my attention
The books of my own shelf, 
The books I want to borrow from my sibling
And most importantly, the books of my heart and mind.
Only when have I read these books entirely 
Would I feel so enlightened
To know who I am, who I was and who I can be..
As for now there's only one thing that I can see...
That I am a Lion not one among the Sheep's flock
And thus I am grateful to have had this "Reader's Block"....

Tuesday, May 7, 2019

Tongues and Tears..

When two pairs of lips are enveloped
Is when the foundation of a relationship developed..
As it may lead to tongues, tears or both..
For when lips make way for tongues...
Each explores the other...
Ironic are tongues
For they desire to satiate the insatiable..
Consumed in hunger and glutton to taste..
Yet concerned if they left their taste in the other..
Brazenly clinging and unabashedly craving for more 
Entangled like a mesh..
but if it's just tongues..
its all about the flesh..
For tears gush out when hearts open albeit the enclosed lips..
Mistake not for these tears aren't about grief..
If anything they express only relief..
For the innocence of this infatuation is at its peak..
And nothing more does your heart seek...
They speak volumes of purity..
Yet slip away from closed eyes quietly..
Tears remind of how much we longed...
Reminiscing the times we were wronged..
They whisper now you're free
The pangs of loneliness have let you go..
And now in this pool of innocent infatuation  you can flow...
But at times one may wonder...
What if in the same moment tears liberate and tongues bind...
The flesh is hungry but the heart is also kind.. 
Upon this situation seldom souls ponder..
For when lips touch... 
You either let your tongues explore or tears celebrate.. 
It's not that tongues are defiled and tears chaste..
It's all about the fear that this moment may never last..
But when tears and tongues flow in the same time..
It's love being naked and passion reaching its prime..
Tears and Tongues have their own sense of purity..
And when together they promise the ultimate eternity...