Friday, November 25, 2022

Husn ka Zikr...

Uske husn ka zikr jab bhi mere zehen ne Kiya hai..
Dil se yahi ilteja nikli hai ki dil bhar ke uska deedaar karun..
Iss ke Alava na usko lekar aur koi tamanna ki zindagi mein..
Aur Na hi usse paane ki justajoo mein raha,  na uski tishnagi mein..
Bebaaki se toh mann hi dekhta raha hai.. 
Yeh gustaakhi mere nazron ki nahi..
Ki sharam se jhuk jaate hain sajde ki Tarah.. 
Kyon ki Yeh darr hai unhe Har baar sataata raha..
Ki uske paak husn ka daaman kabhi..
Daagdaar na ho.. meri napaak khwahishon se...


उसके हुस्न का जिक्र जब भी मेरे जहन ने किया है
दिल से यही इलतजा निकली है कि दिल भर के उसका दीदार करूं 
इसके अलावा न उसको लेकर और कोई तमन्ना की जिन्दगी में 
और न ही उसे पाने की जुस्तजू में रहा, न उसकी तिश्नगी में
बेबाकी से तो मन ही देखता रहा है
ये गुस्तखी मेरे नज़रो की नहीं 
कि शरम से झुक जाते हैं सज्दे की तरह
क्यूं कि ये डर है उन्हे हर बार सताता रहा 
कि उसके पाक हुस्न का दामन कभी,
दागदार न हो, मेरी नापाक ख्वाहिशों से।
  

Tuesday, October 18, 2022

The Miser /rich heart...ये मुफ़लिस/रईस दिल

Yeh dil ke maamle bhi kitne ajeeb hain..
Karne ko toh yeh ishq ki daulat ko khairaat mein luta de apni raeesi mein
Par agar kaamil ishq ka muavza na mile...
Toh chahe kitni hi beshumaar mohabbat se bhari ho iski tijori..
Yeh insaan ki ragon mein dauda hi deta hai..
Muflisi ke khayal...


ये दिल के मामले भी कितने अजीब हैं। 
करने को तो ये इश्क की दौलत को खैरात में लुटा दे अपनी रईसी में ,
पर अगर कामिल इश्क का मुआवजा ना मिले ,
तो चाहे कितनी ही बेशुमार मुहब्बत से भरी हो इसकी तिजोरी,
ये इन्सान के रगो में दौडा देता है ,
मुफ़लिसी के ख्याल।


The matters of the heart are but peculiar..
For it will, in its rich abundance,
Donate the wealth of love,
Yet if not compensated with requital of love.. 
No matter how filled it's coffer is with love...
It pumps in the veins of the human mind..
The Thoughts of impoverishment...

Thursday, September 29, 2022

Sagar Kinare/सागर किनारे

Mere mann ko saahil bana.. 
Usse choom kar chali jaane waali
Yeh khayaalon ki lehrein kya jaane...
Ki uss veeraane ki pyaas..
Ab Na bujhegi chaand aur suraj se chamakne waali yadon se..
Aur Na mitegi namkeen zaayka dene waale bematlab ke Shor se..
Usse toh Talab hai nazmon ke unn motiyon ki ..
Jinhe piroh kar kalam ke dhaage se, saja dun main..
Uss geeli mitti se bana Mera aashiyaan..
Sagar Kinare....

मेरे मन को साहिल बना, 
उसे चूम कर चली जाने वाली,
ये ख्यालों की लहरें क्या जाने
कि उस वीराने की प्यास,
अब न बुझेगी चांद और सूरज से चमकने वाली यादों से
और न मिटेगी नमकीन जायका देने वाले बेमतलब के शोर से,
उसे तो तलब है नज़्मों के उन मोतियों की
जिन्हे पिरोकर कलम को धागे से, सजा दूं मैं 
उस गीली मिट्टी से बना, मेरा आशियाँ,
सागर किनारे।

Friday, February 4, 2022

Zabaanon ka Tarjuma

किसी की ज़बान का तर्जुमा किसी के नज़रिए का इस कदर मोहताज बन गया है, 
कि मुकम्मल नज़ारा अब तरस गया है, 
किसी के दीदार को । 



Kisi ki Zabaan ka tarjuma, kisi ke nazariye ka iss qadar mohtaaj ban Gaya hai,
Ki Mukammal nazaara ab taras gaya hai,
Kisi ke deedaar ko.


The interpretation of one's words, 
Is but dependent on another's perspective 
To the extent that the complete big picture,
Now yearns for an audience..

Sunday, January 30, 2022

A Plea to my Destiny...

Fighting the wicked insatiable temptations...
While also setting thresholds for their indulgence...
Thus Making do with those deep dark desires..
As my destiny teases me with its absence...
Letting the shrewd lust overcome me to feel the ephemeral ecstasy
Only to pity myself as a victim of time's obstinance..
Yet my arms reaching out to the other end of horizon..
And my eyes yearn for a spark in darkness
Of my destiny that evades me...demanding growth and patience...
I ask for it to lend a grip, a glimpse of its existence...
For grown I have to grow with you..evolved I have as I waited..
Play your role to the divine plan of my life..
Bestow on me your munificence

Sunday, October 31, 2021

The Red Mud Bottle

 Emerging from the pool blessed by that almighty,

their blood washed away, yet pain imprinted eternally;

The remnants, the droplets though failing to douse,

the vengeful fire ignited out of shock and disgust

at the level to which, the lust to dominate has stooped.

I drag myself to that field again, to keep that fire alive. 

Limbs pulling me sensing the numbness of my mind, 

walking past those shells, can feel them like thorns. 

"I see death" at its glory, grief drowned in its revelry. 

A thud to my knees, to find air in my silent sobs. 

only to be disturbed by the sound of dragging, 

as I see small hands collecting that field's mud. 

The one to collect was boy too young;

Only at the edge of a bridge, that leads to adult hood. 

The mud collected was soaked with Red; 

The red of many a man, possibly many a woman's vermilion

Many vermilions dissolved in many reds. 

In the mixture were some droplets of innocent crimsons. 

This red mud stuffed inside a bottle, by that boy. 

His innocent eyes, which to me felt a pitcher of an odd hope,

walking towards me, for a fleeting moment (I) felt haunted. 

Only for him to cup my chin, and wipe my tears. 

That red mud in his fingers, that caressed my tired skin

Felt like a balm to the invisible scars of the fire in me. 

The blinding rage was replaced by grit and resolve.

That resolve had flames too, that wildfire now contained. 

that Red mud bottle didn't muffle their voices,

imploring the fire within us to spark this red mud as a cannon 

that will blow up the fort of this tyrannous empire.

His palm on my chest, like a plea to save this fire, 

to make it a torch, to guide many more of us. 

My empty eyes now filled, a sensation of a soul, 

that resurrected my very being or did it ?

for the innocent me who romanced life, 

now lays lost to be devoured by the crows along with others.

And the one underneath this flesh and skin. 

is determined to drag tyranny to its impending doom, 

as he flirts with his destined martyrdom. 


Monday, December 7, 2020

From the Mind to the Soul

They say the soul is like a nomad,
taking shelters in a body after another
as it travels in the realm of death
the mind though overstays it's welcome in the past
while the present and the future await, 
in the journey at the realm of time
for the realms are parallel yet also entwined 
the soul flows ahead, lagging is the mind..
entrapped in the bog of memories,
addicted to the comfort of the time that fades,
rebuking the new as an intruder with fear and disdain,
naïve yet obstinate this mind, never learnt from the soul
the soul that's compassionate yearns the mind to see
that every phase and moment there is was and will be
is a body in itself to grow, nurture and die,
the essence of being alive is to leave when it dies
like a tree shedding leaves at the onset of the fall
or like a snake shedding skin when it is indeed time
leave behind the painful past, the embalming nostalgia,
set foot towards the new avenues that await within you..
let the mind experience the wits and whims to nourish 
as the soul seeks to satiate the curiosities of its own..
making way towards other people and phases as I reach out..
for moving on and ahead is what this life is....
from the present body to another body
from that past to this present to there the future
from the Mind to the Soul.....